The Joint

The first time I was in the joint... 

I think I was as scared then as I was on Wednesday. After more admissions than I can count, hearing you will have to be admitted never gets easier.  Not sure if its the realization that I actually am sick and coming to terms with that, or the fact that I have to take a two week time out to focus on something that you never really want to completely focus on. Its frustrating after countless hours and all my energy and efforts it still wasn't enough to have CF not rear its ugly head. CF is inconvenient, CF is not easy, CF is exhausting. However, CF has made me strong and has made me appreciate the Lil things in life. CF makes me Fight harder, Love more and truly appreciate life one breath at a time... A blessing in an ugly disguise. CF is my reality and its made me who I am today, for that I am grateful. So throw these sucker punches my way CF you don't stand a chance. You can strike when you want but you have me and my amazing support system to kick your ass... And don't worry, we will kick your ass!! You picked the wrong girl!!