"Just because we are knocked down does not mean we are out. We still have breath in our lungs and tears flowing down - all signs that we are alive. Take a deep breath and be reminded that often our biggest struggles are the stepping stones to our greatest victories."-Rae Smith
The human body is amazing!!! I'm constantly blown away what my own body endures on a daily basis.
This last week I have had fevers, hemoptysis, pleurisy you name it. I am breathing with only 28% of my lungs, my heart rate has been hovering around 130, my body seems to always be burning the candle at both ends. So sometimes I need to just stop and let my body rest and take a good old fashioned time out. I have been out of the joint for almost 2 years now, 22 months to be exact, which to me is a huge accomplishment.
I don't wave that white flag often but I feel like I have given this lil rough patch of mine all the fight I can, I'm exhausted and need a lil extra help. It's funny how waving that flag can give me a sense of relief. I am hoping this two week stay in the joint with some aggressive high dose IV antibiotics will be just what my body needs to get over this lil hurdle.
I work so hard day in and day out, every second that I spend on my health is so worth it. I am so blessed that my body keeps allowing me to live, to love, and to breathe, I will never stop fighting. CF is inconvenient, CF is exhausting, CF is not easy. However, CF has made me strong and has made me appreciate all the lil things in life. CF makes me fight harder, love more and truly appreciate life one breath at a time... CF is a blessing in an ugly disguise. This is my reality and its made me who I am today, for that I am so very grateful.
I am beyond blessed to have this amazing support system that I do. With all of you behind me I know I'll be back to burning that candle in no time. CF will never stop throwing these sucker punches my way, but I know together we will show CF who's boss... Thank you once again for all your love and continued support. When I think about it CF really doesn't stand a chance. We got this!!!
Breathe out Love! Xo❤️